Not a bit wiser!!!

It was my birth day few days ago...

A new milestone..

Three decades on planet Earth ,good to know i actually survived this long.

No ,i didn' expect the world to stop revolving ,and sure enough i didn't expect to see the news on the 6 o'clock news..Actually ,i spent my day and night at work,the usual fun night shift..

Looking back into my life ,i realize that i had so many things to think about ,except for my birth ,which i really had no thing to do with ,if you have any objecions ,call my parents..

Seriously ,I start to think about every thing ..

I went through interesting stages..And what strikes more was the fact that i'm actually still evolving...into what?i really don't know!!!!

I was the quite kid ,whose every boy in the class hated because he was the teacher's favorite...

I was the boy scout who loved he nature ,but didn't like to mix with others a lot..

I also was the boy who likes to read about dinasaurs ,and dream about being an astronaut..

I survived my teen age years with few ,or non ,acne scars ,and thank God ,there was no smoking or drugs issues during that...

I was even an idealist for a while ,and that was really stressing ,so i gave up idealism and became more practical ,but in a good way(I hope!)...

I had my share of the heart breaks .

I had my dreams ,my night mares ,my demons..

I had people i loved ,and ohers i hated..

After three decades ,i realized that i'm very much the same..and not the same a all..

I realized that there is a difference between what i am ,and what i want to be ,but i am the result of both..

I have great friends ,whose support and encourgement helped me hrough the darkest moments ,even though they lead their lives thousands of miles away.

But above i all ,I have a great Mother ,whose devotion and love was the real light house ,that guided me through it all

Whose smile and care is like no thing else..

So ,did i talk too much about some thing that only matters to me?? well,,it is really not my fault..

You know me well enough by now to realize that i am not that quite kid any more...Perhapse it is jus that i like the voice of my own thoughts..

So,what else did i realize on my birh day??

I realized that i'm still making the same mistakes ,saying the same things ,having the same dreams

I realized that now i am one year older..

and not a bit wiser..

Till next time..

My best regards